Quote of the Day: September 29th, 2005:

"with steam, heat, and rhythm in the back seat of the car,
and adolescent perspective projecting life's forecast to the stars,
you heard love from the lips and you were rapt by the hips
and the promise was eternal but you couldn't see that far..."

-bad religion

Quote of the Day: September 28th, 2005:

"I don’t have to know you, I just wanna hold you tonight..."

-Closure



Sometimes the why doesn't matter.

Quote of the Day: September 27th, 2005:

"Sometimes I wish that we could be so much closer than this, but I won't look up, and you walk away."

-Daphny Loves Derby

Alright, so be it, such is life.

it's easier to move on when you don't feel anything real to begin with.

Quote of the Day: September 26th, 2005:

"Yeah, well, I like Purple Rain, by Himmi Jendrix."

-Anonymous

(Marah.)

Too funny.

You wanna know something that always makes me crack up? The song "A Little Priest" from Sweeney Todd.

It's hilarious. So morbid. But I'm sitting here right now, seriously cracking up. Listen to it. Or at least look up the lyrics.

Quote of the Day: September 25th, 2005:

"I guess that I'm wrong for falling in love,
But you're still the one that I'm dreaming of.
I guess that it's you I want to hold onto,
But you're holding onto someone else."

-Ataris

Quote of the Day: September 24th, 2005:

"Cages or wings?
Which do you prefer?
Ask the birds."

-Tick, Tick...BOOM!


I hate people with pity blogs. I hate when people are so miserable and they won't let anyone in to help them, except for the person who they know will just hurt them again.

Quote of the Day: September 22th, 2005:

To Tracy, who probably won't come across this blog again-

Yes, I am LOVING Ithaca. Cayuga Lake is beautiful, and I'm loving the views, and the GREENESS! Being from Colorado, we don't get that too much. I love the college. Dillingham fountain, the view from Towers Dining Hall, sitting in the grass outside of Eastman, I love it.

If it's wonderful enough to be worth it, it probably will be something you form an emotional attachment to, and if it's not good enough for that, then it probably isn't worth the night you spent on it.

Today's Quote:

"They're sharing a drink they call loneliness, but it's better than drinking alone."
-Billy Joel


Sometimes dinner feels like this. Sometimes some people come who we're not totally great friends with, just so that they'll have SOMEONE to eat with, and on those days, none of us really say anything, it's just this awkward silent dinner, and it makes me sad.

Quote of the Day: September 21th, 2005:

"Some relationships center on a deep emotional tie, or a loyal friendship, or something. But most are just two people passing through life enriching or aggravating each other's lives briefly. Just for one night can't two people who feel an attraction come together and create something wonderful? And then go back to their lives the next day better for it but never over analyzing it or wanting it to be more than it was?"

-Buffy

(I'm watching!!)

Quote of the Day: September 20th, 2005:

"I really wanna call you, but I know that it's not right.
I probably shouldn't tell you, but I dreamed of you last night."

-Ataris


(just me stuck in this rut.)

Quote of the Day: September 19th, 2005:

"I've fallen in love. I didn't think such violent things could happen to ordinary people. "

-Brief Encounter

I need something...

Quote of the Day: September 18th, 2005:

"I've given a lot of thought to the nights we used to have
The days have come and gone
Our lives went by so fast."

-Box Car Racer

Quote of the Day: September 15th, 2005:

"And oh, as you turn to leave,
You try to force a smile, as if to compensate,
Then you break down, and cry..."

-Velvet Goldmine

Quote of the Day: September 14th, 2005:

"Love can only break you heart,

But you're never gonna know unless you give it a start.

Sometimes, you gotta let yourself go."

-Vitamin C

Quote of the Day: September 13th, 2005:

Yes I'm going to turn
And walk away.
You can watch me go
Or you can make me stay.

-Ani DiFranco


Haven't written about why I chose something for a long time. This just got me, I believe the words, I believe them with my stomach, I feel them.

I'm not dumb. There are some things that I don't want to see clearly, don't want to admit, but that doesn't mean I won't. And so now I leave, for now, to go do something better than this or not really do anything, which would still be better than you.

fuck, sorry.

Quote of the Day: September 12th, 2005:

Lorne: I read you while you were singing, you big corn muffin, and uh, can't say as I blame. I mean, what a woman she's become.
Angel: You're not supposed to be reading me. Anyway, you read me wrong.
Lorne: Sorry, strudel. It's not just when you're singing. We got a little term back in Pylea. Kyrumption?
Angel: I know it.
Lorne: Okay. When two great heroes come together...
Angel: There will be no coming together, okay? Everything we've been through together and all anybody wants to talk about is-
Lorne: Can't fight Kyrumption, cinnamon buns. It's fate. It's the stars. Kyrumption is-
Angel: Stop saying that. And stop calling me pastries.

-Angel

(I miss this show.)

Quote of the Day: September 11 th, 2005:

"Am I still your charm, or am I just bad luck?"

-Rise Against

Quote of the Day: September 10, 2005:

"I'm swelling up like a beetle."

-Anonymous (kira)

(WTF?!)

Quote of the Day: September 9th, 2005:

"I hope this hurts like hell 'cause why should you be fine?"

-Cauterize

Quote of the Day: September 8th, 2005:

"And you can trust me not to think,
And not to sleep around.
If you don't expect too much from me,
You might not be let down,
Cause all I really want is to be with you,
Feeling like I matter too."

-Gin Blossoms

(hey, jealousy.)

Quote of the Day: September 7th, 2005:

"Drowning myself is a game I play."


-Alkaline Trio


(I promise I'm not miserable.)

Quote of the Day: September 5th, 2005:

"Yeah, well, I don’t like being imagined. I like the ocean. That hurricane. I stayed on the pier-- hanging on to this fuckin' pipe railing, wind blowin' so hard you couldn't breathe. Couldn't open my hands the next day. Try to get excited over some fuckin' roller coaster, some loop-the-loop after that. I like those gigantic, citywide fires-- like Passaic, wherever; fuckin' Jersey's burnin' down three times a week. Good riddance. Avalanches! Whole villages wiped out. Somethin' like that can--like-- amaze you. People don't want to hear that shit, they want- like you should get turned on by some crap-- you know, Haagen-Dazs ice cream, "I like everyone to be nice." That shit. Chicks or somethin'. Gettin' laid's okay. A really hot shower's good. Clean underwear, smells like Downy softner."

-Lanford Wilson, Burn This

This is what we did yesterday.

Quote of the Day: September 4th, 2005:

"I learned from the best- a chicken."

-Eva

(Gosh, I love this girl.)

Quote of the Day: September 3rd, 2005:

"We slip and slide on the stay-together landmine,
I make my mind up to never be myself,
And every time I fake around,
I live my life for someone else."

-Wilco


(I'm seeing Shaina today!!!!!!!)

(And I have a cold.)

Quote of the Day: September 2nd, 2005:

"This is the way the world ends
Not with a bang but a whimper."

-T.S. Eliot

Quote of the Day: September 1st, 2005:

"I don't need your voice to carry me around."

-The Pete Kilpatrick Supergroup