SWR/PLACEBO

"We've got nowhere to go, we've got nothing to prove
Instead of dancing alone, I should be dancing with you
This song is turning me on, the beat is doing me in
Or maybe it's only you, but either way, lets begin "

-She Wants Revenge (Out of Control)


Saw them opening for Placebo at the Gothic on Saturday, AMAZING.

Check them out.

And check out Placebo if you don't know them, they're always great.

...

i'm declaring my major on tuesday--slhs.

wow.
who would have thought?

my emotion life is a bit messy at the moment, i don't really feel like getting into it. i mean, i actually really DO feel like getting into it but i don't know how much everyone would want me to do that.

my fish has been acting sluggish lately, i hope he's not dying.

the haunted house at boulder high is next weekend, check out the website, at least, and try to come, if you can.

ummm, sorry i'm so disjointed right now... again with the tons of stuff going on and me being in a sort of weird place about a lot of it.

bah.

life is complicated, you know?


like, why can't things just be good and easy?

Bittersweet?

I feel so conflicted and torn and unsure.

I don't know what's right, and what's best, and who's right, and why I feel so terrible at the exact moment I should be feeling amazing, and how the good moments seem to slip through my fingers so quickly.

I guess I don't really want to talk about it. I guess there's no one really to talk about it with but myself.

Somebody, need me too much,
Somebody, know me too well,
Somebody, pull me up short
And put me through hell
And give me support
For being alive,
Make me alive.

-Company



I'm sort of winging it on my own at this point.

Where I'm From...

this time a year ago, i was still happy at ithaca.
i was about to have my first random college hookup, to rebound from my rebound guy.
i was having the time of my life.


things are so different now
everything's just so normal